Monday, January 12, 2009

Trust

So... so. God has been speaking to me very loudly lately and I have decided he knows better than I do. I have been living my life with him by my side but still using that ability of free will he gave me. I need to accept that he knows better than I do and I have submitted. It is causing me pain, those of you who know know, but I am taking this as his path and I am following. I have been blessed by having some very special people around me and this will help. This will heal. I know that there are some very bright points on the horizon ahead and to get to them I must take one step at a time. The journey may not always be the easiest, smoothest path but at the end He knows where I should be. And I am trusting that.

3 comments:

  1. He always knows! It's when you listen with your heart and not your mind and you let him lead that you can live and love to your fullest. I know there is hurt, but he never promised that the journey would be pain free, only that there would be glorious outcomes from his promises. I have too changed to follow him and believe I am becoming the person that he made me to be. You too are now on this path. I love you and you are not alone. Just please ask yourself if the pain is really yours or your empathy for someone else's. However you look at it, follow your heart and know that He will handle the rest. I love the saying "worry about nothing, pray about everything".

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  2. It's not easy to surrender. I think all of us want to hold onto a modicum of control. For some it takes years to get to the point they are finally ready to let go of the last vestigages of their previous life. It's a journey, not a sprint. Keep walking bro!

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  3. Hey - these verses always help me when I'm feeling low or need some encouragement. I thought of you when I read them tonight.

    Psalm 33: 1, 18, 20, 21, 22
    1 Sing joyfully to the LORD, you righteous;
    it is fitting for the upright to praise him.

    18 But the eyes of the LORD are on those who fear him,
    on those whose hope is in his unfailing love,

    20 We wait in hope for the LORD;
    he is our help and our shield.

    21 In him our hearts rejoice,
    for we trust in his holy name.

    22 May your unfailing love rest upon us, O LORD,
    even as we put our hope in you.

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